Wednesday, June 4, 2008
山頂的風涼的想鑽進我內心
沉默是我們最近唯一的話題
看曾經親密的愛慢慢像友誼 愛是流星
一墜落就不停我們嘗試讓彼此差異能隱形
遺憾的是迴避不能解決問題當我疲倦的凝望妳憔悴表情
再不捨得 也該讓你遠離握你的手
堅持到最後一秒鐘哪怕愛要冰涼了
至少讓回憶是暖的瞭解比愛難多了
我們都盡力了也許溫柔
是停止(再)挽留握你的手
像耳語輕聲說保重讓眼睛就算濕了
不只是痛也有感動以前每一次揮手
都為了再握手但這一次 是為了放手
i'm really sorry. if you understand the lyrics, you might understand how i feel.
i dont want to let you go but yet i've given you chance and chance again. i'll be hurting myself and eventually my friends if this goes on.
my friends keep telling me that i've become more emo day by day. i dont deny this.
in fact i feel super lucky to have friends like vicki and the others who actually notice. i love you guys. but now.. everything is going really rough.
my love life is in a mess, my friends are in a mess. really. i dont know what to do now. all i know now is that i have to let go of one. i need to reduce my emo ness. and i'm sorry.i dont care if you think i'm selfish. i just cant let you into my life anymore. i dont have those kinda feelings for you anymore. it faded away with everything you did.
i love my friends more than i love you. i used to think that you were more important than them. but now i realise, they are far more important than you.
they give me support and not just sarcarstic comments unlike you.
i'm really sorry.
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10:01 PM
