Just a typical secondary four girl living in a world of stress and torture. life cannot get worse. fortunatly, i have many good friends who help me along the way. also, someone that i really hold dear to my heart together with my friends
i'm so glad to have that person in my life who's always there for me, picking me up when i fall, shining light onto my darkest moments
i just love you guys oh so much hope you will have a fun time!

is there a point in regretting? is there a point in reminiscing?
its already too late, what happened has already happened.

i could have done this i could have done that to avoid it. but hello, there have been many people around you hinting to you that you shouldnt have attempted it in the first place.

i have tried to, but instead i got walked over. again.
somehow i'm used to it, its not going to be the first neither is it going to be the last.

your actions have not only affected me, but it has made many people around you realise that you arnt as simple as you think you are.

stop feigning innocence for goodness sake. we all know you are aware of what you are doing.
or are you just so fucking insensitive to other people's feelings despite us making it so fucking obvious for you.

stop asking me whats wrong with me when i walk pass you. fucking infer can? or must everything be spelt out in front of your face?

can you just spare a thought for others. others meaning anyone besides yourself. even the simplest minded and guai-est person can finally find you hard to be around with. why? go ask yourself.

can you stop asking me why this and why that. fucking ask yourself some of the bloody obvious questions before you ask me. stop lecturing me about my life when you cant even fucking handle your own.

you have caused many people to suffer because of what you single handedly did. you might not find it that big of a deal because to you it might be something that comes rather naturally, you might think that people dont mind what you're doing.
WAKE UP CALL! THEY DO!

you tell me you're feeling hurt cuz you're being daoed. whatever. if you ask me, you deserve it. can you bloody look at yourself in the mirror and wonder why 3/4 of the people you know are ignoring you?! i can tell you why. they're coming to me and asking me how i can stand a person like you.

i can tell you, i do like you as a friend. but you really push your limits sometimes. now that you have caused this problem i am going to help you clear your name. but if you push it further, i can tell you i dont think i can take it anymore.

i dont know if you know that i have a blog. but if you do happen to come across it, i dont give a shit. seriously. i've had enough. stop living in self denial can. you're already 17.