1. give god whats right and not left
2. man;s way leads to hopeless end. god's way leads to an endless hope
3. a lot of kneeling would keep you in good standing
4. he who kneels before god can stand before anyone
5. in the sentence of life, the devil might be a comma, but never let him be the period
6. dont put a question mark where god puts a period
7. are you wrinkled with burden? come to church for a face lift
8. when praying, dont give god instructions, just report for duty
9. dont wait for six strong men to take you to church
10. we dont change god's message. god's message changes us
11. the church is prayer conditioned
12. when god ordains he sustains
13. exposure to the son can prevent burning
14. plan ahead. it wasnt raining when noah built the ark
15. most people want to serve god, but in an advisory position
16. suffering from truth decay? brush up on your bible
17. excercise daily walk with the lord
18. never give the devil a ride, he would want to drive
19. nothing ruins the truth by stretching it
20. compassion is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back
21. he who angers you controls you
22. worry is the darkroom in which negatives develop
23. give satan an inch and he'll be a ruler
24. be ye fushers of men, you catch them and he'll clean them
25. god doesnt call the qualified. he qualifies the called

yupp. i can infer from these lines.

i'm not going to ask god for any thing, but just pray for acceptance for what he gives me. i'll pray for guidance, i'll pray for determination, i'll pray for perservation, i'll pray for faith

other than that, no. i'll leave it in god's hands. all these stuff happen for a reason, and yah, i caused one of them. but people dont get to decide what my punishment is, god does. and if you think you have me within your control you're so wrong. god does, he doesnt want his children to get hurt anytime. its because of free will that we sin. we had a choice to go the right where god is or to the left where the devil is. we might chose the left sometimes, not knowing that god is there for us, through our troubles always trying to steer us onto the correct path once again. as long as we repent and we say we're sorry (and mean it) god will create a u-turn for you, he will still love you.

for my grandma, if he really takes her away, its to end her suffering. and i'll be glad that she is out of pain and stress from this illness. i'll be sad yes, but we all have to go one day, and i'll rejoice to the fact that she is going to a much much better place, a place free of worry and sorrow, free of pain and suffering

as for you, i really dont know. its my fault. but i'm not going to let you control me, yes i will try to make it up to you. i'm not running away from my problems. you wanna watch me die huh? okay. there is a god up there, whether you believe it or not there is a god. he died for our sins, for sinners, people that were far less worthy as compared to him. you wanna do things to me okay, just dont hurt innocent people. you wanna watch me crash and burn? okay. but make sure its me and me alone. me as in chinara lee. FULLSTOP.

you dont control me. physically you wanna, i dont have a choice. i'm at fault for breaking my promises.dont tell me you havent broken a single promise in your life? dont say i broke mine first. you had a choice, if you chose the left path, then good luck to you. i did chose the left path, now i am saying sorry lord, please let me love and trust you again. i know that god will forgive me. 'he who angers you controls you' yupp. i fully agree. physically you can control me, you can give me your so called punishment. however, it is the father in heaven that would decide on my ultimate punishment.

if seeing me miserable makes you happy, by all means, come. i wont be angry. i just hope that you would hold to your promise of only meeting up in november.after that, i'm at your disposal. i'm not being noble. i'm not bringing other people into our problem.

crash and die? okay.

vicki and michelle, i'm going to clear things up with you guys. i cannot afford to lose you guys over something very very trival. i could have told you guys from the start, but i guess i was scared. really really scared of judgement and critic. i should have realised from the start that you guys are my best friends, i should be scared to tell you if i claim you as my best friends. i'm really sorry, i hope that when i tell you, you wont be angry . i'm really really really sorry.