Just a typical secondary four girl living in a world of stress and torture. life cannot get worse. fortunatly, i have many good friends who help me along the way. also, someone that i really hold dear to my heart together with my friends
i'm so glad to have that person in my life who's always there for me, picking me up when i fall, shining light onto my darkest moments
i just love you guys oh so much hope you will have a fun time!

i'm bent, i'm desperate. desperate to be myself, to finally know what being chinara is like. not being in the light of deception, of fufilling all the hopes of others, all but the hopes and dreams of myself.

everytime i try to, it always lands up into trouble, in chaos in either my life or someone else. its so hard to find people to trust these days. you cant even keep a number to yourself. you had to tell huh. i'm still in anticipation to hear your explaination.

i dont know whether everyone's assumption of you is correct. i dont know you very well. i cant judge you. but let me get this straight. if you do, i'm sorry i dont want to. i really dont want to. i dont want you in my life at all.

if you are the backstabbing bastard everyone i know says you are, please stop acting nice. omg for goodness sakes. i cant stand people like you.

is it so hard not to put on a mask when you are in front of people? do you feel as sense of acomplishment telling on others to get what you want? huh? well, if you want someone to be sad and feel demoralised because of what you did then yes, you've got it

i hope you are happy now cuz i'm certainly not.

i'm not chinara anymore. chinara lee is gone with the wind. yes, she still has michelle (s) and jodie and xiaoqi and serene. yahhs. they are there to pull her up but by how much?

i really hope you are happy by the result of your doing. lets just hope guilt doesnt get to you huh.

i've got nothing more to say to people like you. seriously.