Just a typical secondary four girl living in a world of stress and torture. life cannot get worse. fortunatly, i have many good friends who help me along the way. also, someone that i really hold dear to my heart together with my friends
i'm so glad to have that person in my life who's always there for me, picking me up when i fall, shining light onto my darkest moments
i just love you guys oh so much hope you will have a fun time!

okay, i'm fucking pissed today. just fucking pissed.

i really wonder, god made people for a reason right. he gave us freewill which equals to sins. i dont understand. god gave you a brain for a reason!!! use it can?!

oh my fuck. i really dont get why i have to be so fucking affected by what people think/ assume. why must i let it affect me?! why do questions the so frequently ask have to keep singing in my fucking head? i live my life for myself, not for those fucked up people.

stop pretending like you care. if you cared, you would know how to keep a secret to yourself. when i mean yourself i mean whatever i tell you doesnt come out of your mouth. fuck lahhs. so much for trust huh. maybe it could be to my advantage. but hello?! ITS A SECRET!

according to the oxford dictionary, a secret is something hidden or concealed. and yeah, i went to look it up. -.- thats just in case you fuckers dont understand what a fucking secret is.

ahh i'm so pissed. the more i think of it the angrier i get. ah fuck! i dont fucking give a damn whether you constantly visit my blog to get the latest updates in my life or whatever. its my fucking blog! i have the right to say what i wanna say.

if you're looking at this post and the previous few and going 'huh? who's she talking about?' i swear.. YOU'RE FUCKING DUMB! oh my gosh. use your fucking brain! YOU LAHHS!

grr, i'm not naming names. anyway even if i did no one would know who you are anyway. yes, cuz you're that insignificant. no one gives a fuck about you. i should have figured that only losers hang out with losers. thats why you only have 'THAT' paticular place to go every weekend.

like whatever. i just thank god i dont have to see you fuckers everyday of my life. its just once in a blue moon that i see you. I'LL MAKE IT ONCE IN A GREEN MOON THAT I SEE YOU! i'll cock up the randomest and lamest excuses just to avoid you. no i'm not scared of you. i just dont need to see your face to ruin my week or my appetite.

ALL YOU BASTARDS AND BITCHES BETTER FUCK OFF.
i swear, if i have to bite, i will.

chinara's no longer that stupid innocent little girl. i bear grudges. i seriously do. and yes, i have a few major problems with you people. notice that i'm not talking to you on msn? YEAH BITCH! get the hint. although i dont talk to you much but yeah. now's just 0. a big fat ZERO!

fuck off. leave me and my miserable life alone.

i dont need posers pretending that they care/ or are able to relate