okay. i'm seriously tempted to cut myself.
nothing is working out. my blog url got let out to someone who is not supposed to know. and not to mention, i have some major misunderstanding.
fuck fuck fuck. is all that shit i went through to just let this all go down the drain? is it? why? why must i feel so bloody helpless at this point of time when i'm supposed to be studying for my math test tmr.
since when have you given him the respect and understanding and personal space he deserves? huhs?! respect is not to be demanded you butch. its supposed to be earned.
ask yourself a few questions before you shoot carelessly can?
1. what made you so angry
2. is it worth yourself getting so angry over?
3. is this going to improve your relationship?
4. is there a better way to solve problems rather than just throwing your temper and your
weight around thinking your the most superior?
5. why take it out on someone you dont even know?
for any relatioshop to work out, there must me mutual respect and understanding. yes you are giving him freedom but how much are you giving? is it a reasonable amount?
look at him for once in your life. when i mean look i mean look closely. see the scars on your his arm? LOOK AT IT. DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT THESE ARE CAUSED BY A FALL? SO MANY? AND SOME RUNNING PARALLEL TO EACH OTHER?! hello? no fall can cause that can. USE YOUR BRAIN!
omg. i know you're smart. seriously. go infer man! or do i have to do it for you?
imagine! you and _______ are demanded to do what you're requesting. like during one of the most important years of your life determining your future. you're so attached to him, do you think you are able to concentrate? dont tell me you can set your priorites right and do what your told. if you are human, you would tend to miss the person and suffer from heartbreak leading to EMONESS.
just think can? why does he dao you? why does he seem like he doesnt care about you? you only care for him at your convenience. i hit the spot right? you think you're doing your job by forcing what you think is best for him. have you ever asked for his opinion huhs? seriously. do what he thinks is best for himself, find a compromisation point. dont just demand things to go your way.
THINK ABOUT IT. SLOWLY IT WILL COME. NO HURRY. I KNOW YOU CANT REGISTER SO MUCH INFO AT ONCE.
ahhh.
omg i cant stand people like you. i really cant. mind your own business
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