Just a typical secondary four girl living in a world of stress and torture. life cannot get worse. fortunatly, i have many good friends who help me along the way. also, someone that i really hold dear to my heart together with my friends
i'm so glad to have that person in my life who's always there for me, picking me up when i fall, shining light onto my darkest moments
i just love you guys oh so much hope you will have a fun time!

you know how people say not to say things too early for the worst is yet ahead? yeah. i'm not taking anymore chances with myself or him. wow. its already our second month. like today!

although not as smooth sailing as i hoped it would be but yeah, at the very least we have each other, knowing for a fact that love is something very evident on this relationship built on the foundation of God's mercy and virtues.

i believe that God will find a way out of this screwed up situation. its like a test to see how devoted and steadfast we are in God and the faith. well, i'm not going to give up praying and hoping. i'm really not. i believe that God truly can make miracles happen. it just takes time.

i dont know what to expect in the future, all i know is that i will be braving all the treacherous storms and rainy weather with you. after the rain there's always sunshine. with sunshine, there is a possibility of a rainbow appearing.

it might seem that we're all alone now with both sides of our parents coming down on us, but at least we have each other and God is here for us. he has been and will always be here for us. all we have to do is close our eyes and pray.

so like yeah. i'm still fucking pissed but i know that wont lead me anywhere anyways. it would just make me feel super demoralised over some bitch that i dont even know? hahahs. ridiculous.

there are many ways to get back at her, silence is not a sign of weakness. and my parents are definatly not low class you fucking bitch.

YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO SAY THAT. they are of higher class than you. at least my mum's not a fucking bitch unlike.. ahem.

ya, you can call me cheap, saying that i'm leading him on and playing with his feelings. but when you insult my parent that is the last straw. i might seem nonchalent about them and their feelings but yeah. God gave us a mouth. its up to us to use it due to free will. so yeah you can use yours i can use mine. fair bitch? oh wait. you dont know the definition of fair. hah!

whee.. in terms of social standing, yeah your partner is definatly of higher ranking than you. you're just some person who got dragged up the social ladder cuz of something called a marriage cert. hoho.you really think you can get your way huh. you really think you make sense thats why you win all the time? ehhs. fuck no.

they let you win. THEY LET YOU WIN. i cant emphasise that enough. its to stop your fucking nonsense and childish pettiness so that a house can actually be considered a home for them to return to. WAKE UP CAN. geez.

think you're all that but you're not. with the stupid dining ettique and all, when you dont even practice what you preach. hoho. loser...

and yes, i do have a problem with you.