Thursday, September 11, 2008
its times like these that i really regret. i regret so much.
i've found my happiness. maybe you've found yours too. i duno. honestly i couldnt really be bothered much about you. neither can he.
i dont know whether you still come to my blog or not, my guess is no?
hahas. you better not come!!
i've finally found mine. someone that allows me to be me on the phone, when i'm with him or where-ever, whenever i want to.
he isnt like you bastards who tell me to do this and do that just because you feel like it. just because you're in a bad mood doesnt mean that i dont have the right to portray my own fucking emotions. get a grip on yourself.
you might say this thing between him and i is just something temporary. its not. dont tell me i'm fucking being childish. YOU dont know what the shit your saying. just cuz you've never experienced true love before doesnt mean that i should get deprived of it too.
just because you have never experienced the comfortability of being fully and truely open with another party doesnt mean that i cant be too
just cuz you havent found the one (and FYI i think she's way way nicer than you) doesnt mean that i will never found my soul mate
CUZ I HAVE. dammit.
WHY MUST YOU PEOPLE DEPRIVE ME OF SOMETHING I RIGHTFULLY FOUND MYSELF?!
DID I STEAL YOURS? NO RIGHT.
stop nagging
even if i do get cheated of my feelings in this, i'm willing. cuz i'm experiencing something totally new to me. A person's care and concern lasting over 3 days.
ACTUALLY IT HAS BEEN OVER THE PAST 3 MONTHS.
so get real, get a grip, and get lost.
[[sign off name]]
9:33 PM